A little of this a pile of that

I wonder sometimes if that saying that "everyone is destined for something great in their own life" is actually true because I always feel like I'm destined for death...for nothing more then to lay in the dirt and rot forever. I know that things in life aren't easy and in my life they've been far from it but it would be nice to catch a break every no and again.

Right now I just feel so alone, no texts no calls no messages no anything...just complete "radio silence" and it seems now more then ever that my fate lay with my death.