Plain and simple...

I spent the whole night, just thinking about how to kill myself...The where, when, how, not even questioning myself. I never thought it would come to this again, I never thought I would have another plan ready so that I could leave this place in a manner so quick. Now you all might say that "It's just a ploy for attention." or "You won't get your friends back this way." and you're right I won't get my friends back this way and that's why I'm not doing this as some fucked up ploy for attention or to make people feel bad for me, this is the fucking end all truth, I live so close to the edge of death every day and right now I've decided that maybe I've just lived a few days too many...