All I want is answers...but I bring nothing but pain

I never knew it would be like this finally getting answers, but at what cost, she has begun to hate me begun to break...and I'm sorry I don't mean to hurt you and I'm sorry that you feel it's come to this but I don't want this to break us and I'm not trying to hide it I'm just trying to keep you from feeling hurt but apparently I'm not doing that....we need to talk about this not hide it from eachother...lets talk