Things have been rough no doubt and I get it....I'm just as bad as he is sometimes with the bashing of people and for that fact I'm sorry, I'm trying to lay off and just let whatever negative feelings I have for him roll away because my feelings for you are greater and will always be greater than whatever hatred or anger I hold towards him.
I know things get shaky and we fight sometimes and we get on each others nerves and such but what couple doesn't have these problems especially because we've been living in each others pockets for several months, we were bound to fight and get upset then add on the fact that our respective friends don't get along that ads more pressure and fuel to the fire and then there (was) my jealousy towards him it just seemed like he was getting more of your time and attention then I was and I know this isn't a competition to see who can get more of your attention but I can't help but get frustrated because well my track record speaks for itself most people use me as a "gateway" boyfriend so they can get what they really want or who in these situations, now I'm not saying your like everyone else but what I am saying is I scare easily and I worry about losing you every day because you'll find someone better than me...because in the end I may be one of a kind but that makes me a lot easier to forget.
Now just so I'm being as clear as I hope I'm being
1.I love you and will always love you.
2.I may hate him but he is your best friend and I can respect that.
3.We may fight but even in those times of arguing my love for you never weans.
4.You are the most beautiful women (both inside and out) I have ever had the grace of laying my eyes on.
I love you and I hope this gets to you soon.
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