So, I guess it's time to give up what little non-adult part of me
there is because I guess I victimize myself now I'm not saying that the
statement isn't true but well the only way for me to change for you is
to completely empty myself of what I am and fill it up with an "adult" I
hope I've released you of all the stress I must have been causing the
both of you, so I guess this is where I bid a fond farewell to those
parts of me I've held onto....It's going to take another day or two to
fully adjust myself to this new way of life but I guess it's the only
way to make you guys happy, so....thank you for pointing out what was
wrong with me the victimizing, the being weird, the not taking
action....I'm now just going to stack my issues all around me like an
adult and either pretend their not there or deal with them after they've
become an issue, because that's what adults do right? They work until
they die, ignoring problems until they "go away".
See
now I want things to be fine between us and as it stands they should
be, and I'm trying to give you guys your space but when are we gunna talk
when are we gunna be friends again?
That question doesn't seem to have an answer.....
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