FlashBacks

Last night something happened that, mentally, makes me want to shut down and just be a recluse like I was before all of this. I know I may be over reacting but when someone yells at me I feel "small", weak, un-loved. When someone yells at me I clam up especially if it's someone I care about so her yelling at be even for those few seconds hurts a lot.....I don't know how this is going to effect me, but I know it's going to set me back a few steps mentally...