Is it running on E

It feels like all the love is gone....the I love yous don't hold as much as they used to, happy greetings replaced by complacent conversation, sexual power and appetite replaced by a drought of any appetite whatsoever. Maybe it's me, maybe I should follow through with my plan on the eve of the new year, maybe everything will be better then. All I want is to have happy friends and to maybe be happy a little.....the plan is starting to sound better everyday.....